Unspeakable silence night hearing the sound of the thunder growling outside It's cold and dark alone in my lonely mind that passing through I think, think,and think again done it over and over in my mind tears just flowing down from my eyes. I think, think and think again so I done it over and over in my mind voiceless foughtwith the emotion that trapped deep inside. Then I hear this voices whispering to me, warm voices soft voices cold voices in my head they keep rewinding over again so I think, think and think again done it over and over in my mind but I’m just clueless without a words and frozen. Godma? grandma? where are you now? are you in a happy places right now? coz I need to know that you are there, there in my mind and my heart please be there and don’t go too far away from me. I know that it’s been so long since you’ve been gone and no matter where you are right now , I wish you are in a place that you should be , that is heaven. I pray for that in my heart coz in my heart you will remain inside me. Godma, grand ma? are you out there watching me with a smile? Coz I miss you so much, yes I do and I will always do for I will wait till the day of kingdom shall come and we all could be together again. Godma, grandma I miss you like a flower miss the sun..