preeti mujhse kuchh kahna chahti thi aur usne koshish bhi ki.. usne kaha Rahul mujhe pata hain ki maine tumko kafi hurt kiya hai and i m sorry for that.kya ham dubara pahle jaise nahin rah sakte ..??? maine us bat ko ignore kar diya aur usko kuchh reply nahin diya .. kahta bhi kiya 4 saal pahle mujhe doctor ne batya tha ki mujhe cancer ka problem ho raha hai par abhi intial stage mein hai to cure ho jayega par maine doctor ki bat ko ignore kar diya aur kabhi dubara us doctor ke pass nahin gaya par abhi kuchh mahine pahle ek din mujhe kafi tej stomach mein pain hua to mujhe doctor ke pass jaana pada aur doctor ne vo kaha jo main kabhi nahin sunna chahta tha doctor ne kaha ki aapka cancer final stage mein aa chuka hain and you are almost at the end part of your life mere kuchh samaj nahin aa raha tha ki ab main kya karunkabhi man karta ki suicide kar lun par phir main nahin chahta tha ki meri family aur mere dost mere liye pareshan ho especially preeti the person I love the most in this whole world. jisko abhi tak es baare mein kuchh bhi maloom nahin tha aur naa hi main usko kuchh batana chahta tha, isiliye maine usse juth kah diya ki main usse break-up karna chahta hun kyunki main kisi aur ladki ko pasand karta hun, mujhe bhi bahut bura lag raha tha par 3 saal ka pyar ko end karne ka aur koi option bhi to nahin tha.. Khair ham donon train se uske stop mein pauche jahan maine ek auto wale ko preeti ko uske ghar chodne ke liye kaha.main bhi andar se ro raha tha, main preeti se kabhi bhi alag nahin hona chahta tha because i love her very much par kisi tarah maine apne aasun roke aur usko auto mein bithya aur aakhiri baar take care bye kaha vo abhi bhi kuchh kahna chahti thi par maine naa chate hue bhi usko igonre kar diya aur usko jaane ke liye kaha aur finally us barish wale din ke baad ham kabhi nahin mile aur shayad kabhi nahin milenge.but i always have a true love for her and always willi love you preeti tumhen sad dekh kar main bhi ro raha tha par barish ke pani ke saath shayad mere aansu ka pata nahi chal raha tha , main bhi utna hi sad tha jitni ki tum , maine bhi tumko kabhi khona nahin chahta tha, maine bhi tumse vo sab baten karna chahta tha jo tum kahna chahti thi par shayad nahin kah paya .I will always love you preeti.!! RAHUL . aaj ek saal baad jab mujhe Rahul ki yah diary mili to mujhe pata chala ki how much Rahul loved me rahul jo ab is duniya se ja chuka hai aur main preeti jo aaj rahul ki diary pad rahi hun aur uske bina akeli mahsoos kar rahi hunI love you too rahul.!! PREETI