we d0nt have the right to take our own life. God has the right to because we owe this life from Him. I tried when i still lack knowledge of God's teaching but i failed because God said i am nothing without Him.
I drank a hole bottle of ICU carpet cleaner to kill myself and I sufferd in recovery,u dont always die straight away but u will go through pain,and it's realy not a nice feeling,if it wasnt for God I would've been dead