We had our broke up. Even if we still love each other, we go separate ways. He live with my bestfriend who got pregnant. I loved him more than anyone else but he became weak. All that is left in me are memories of our happy times. Our relationship is a secret one. Only my bestfriend and my classmates knew about that but it was very romantic and full of love. I cherish every moment of that. So when i reminise that happy times, i cried. I just wished im numb enough to bear the pains that kills me. I see him everywhere but he's gone. Memories left kills me and it's hard to move on.